so anyway....the odds were close to zilch..yet it happened. and it took my breath away. my heart stopped, then picked up speed and raced away at the speed of light. so that's what it feels to have a heart attack. i chose to walk away after saying hi. not even sure you replied..i think you did. doubt you smiled. monday grumps maybe. cos i know i had the incurable monday grumps. you certainly looked shocked to see me..prob not as shocked as i did though. who'd have thought?!
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dinner with her was surreal...it all came back. the first person i truly gave my heart to..who subsequently threw it all back in my face...all broken and in need of a good fix. we sat down and talked over cheesecake and drinks. the subsequent sms-ing threw me off a bit..but well..we'll see what happens eh?
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am not in the most comfortable of moods now. an incessant gut feeling nags at me..it's all too familiar. all i want is an o'malley. my own o'malley. please don't turn around and jeopardise that now..please. i don't need it..and i don't want it.
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i miss weilin....bahhhhhhhhh worst of all..i miss you.
